So, I am mentally challenged when it comes to computers. When I try to get on my blog using mozilla it won't let me for some reason so my friend who is not mentally retarded with computers suggested that I use explorer instead. So now I can get on my blog but it won't let me title anything. sooooooo....the title of this entry is gonna be called Crazy Shit.
My fourth of July was pretty good. It had a rocky start because I have been really frusterated lately about my lack of a "friend group" if you will. However, the guy I am currently thinking of entertaining the idea of liking called my roomate for some reason (instead of me I'm not sure why haha) but she invited him to hang out with us since both of us were pissed about the same problem. We hung out and lit off fireworks and all that and then I got to spend some alone time with the guy. This alone time turned out to be more biblical than expected (if you don't know what I mean look it up). So yea. It turned out to be an excellent night:) So now, jumping ahead a few days, everything seems like its in slow motion. This is a large improvement from the feeling that everything is stopped. My night with my guy friend (he needs a name, i think ill just call him B, short for Beau?? haha akward)settled down my worries and helped clarify my thoughts some. However, it brought to light new worries about what the fuck is happening in my life right now and why I can't look him straight in the eye. I have always prided myself on being the hard one to catch. I always tell people, "I might be easy to fuck but its almost impossible to make me like you." Its true too. I'm like a friggin man. This kid is the shit though. He really is. Well after this horrifying post, I really truly hope that no one that I know ever finds this blog.