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This week has been really hard. I fucked up like twice, first not accepting a job that I should have accepted in time, (secondofly) missing my Personal Training test because I had the date wrong. So completely wrong. I am trying to get a credit card but I don't know if I will be accepted with my bad credit from not paying certain bills on time. It all just seems to be piling up with nowhere to put my dirty laundry. The question is now becoming, when do I start looking for a sub-leaser? When do I say enough is enough? Often, finding a sub-leaser takes a while and when you don't find one you still need to pay for where you are living, so I feel like I should definitely get a start on it. I know this isn't a failure that is going to affect me for the rest of my life but at this point it sure feels like I will never get out. I am sorry to any potential readers of my blog, but at this point I don't think I can write about anything else.